Friday, December 16, 2011

BadBye - Koma'n


Title : BadBye
Music & Lyrics : こまん (Koma'n)
illustration & Movie : 軌跡@CAxis
Vocal : Hatsune Miku

Lyrics : 

kako no shounen to te o tsunaide 
nakayoku aruku bikamichi 
hoka no yatsura no aite wa 
mata kyou mo kawatte yuku 
sonna jinsei ga tanoshii kai? 
boku no jinsei ga tadashii yo 
datte datte boku wa zutto 
ichizu nanda erai desho? 

wasuremashita tasseikan 
ushinaimashita renai kanjou 
tayori na no wa kako no 
boku dake 

rekishi o tomeru uta o utau yo 
boku no boku no kono hidari no tekubi kara 
akai akai uta o utau yo 
kokoro no namida ga shizuku ni natte 
ochiteiku no wa 
kono hoshi 

rekishi o kizamu hitori ni natte 
dore hodo sekai o kaereta darou 
te o hanasu no moteginai no ni 
baka na koto iu na yo 

konna jinsei samishii desu 
manzoku nante shitemasen yo 
demo demo ima made no boku ni nattoku wa shiteru yo 

boku wa kawaritakunai kara 
boku wa kawaranai mama de iru no ni 
mawari ga kawaru kara 
boku dake ga kawatteiru mitai 

daikirai na sekai o mite kita 
boku no boku no kono futatsu no hitomi kara 
aoi aoi uta o utau yo 
hontou no namida ga shizuku ni natte 
ochiteiku no wa 

hiniku ni mo kono 
boku no kirai na 
tatta hitotsu 
nozomarete umareta inochi ga 
tashika ni aru basho de 

daikirai na jibun o uta o utau yo 
boku no boku no kono tsumetai nodo kara 
kuroi kuroi uta o utau yo 
hontou no kotoba ga surudoku natte 
tsukisasaru no o mitete yo 

nigetakute 
tada nigetakute 
boku no boku no kono 
tatta hitotsu no karada kara 
akai akai uta o sakebu yo 
hontou no jibun o jibun de tatte 
ochiteku no mo 
kono hoshi 
kono hoshi 
hitoribocchi

English by Sateira-chan :
Holding hands with a sadistic past
Walking down a path filled with tragic beauty
Couples walking on in the other direction
keep on always changing.

"Why do you seem to enjoy this life?"
"I have always enjoyed this life
because, because I'm earnest about it."
"Well, isn't that all so goddamn great?"

The forgotten feeling of any achievement
and a dear love that disappeared,
while I'm still depending upon memories
of the past.

The knife sings to me a song that seems to stop the past
while I, while I use it to slit own my left wrist.
A blood red, a blood red song I sing,
while tears of some broken, crying heart drop like the body of this
once great star.

Becoming a person who slices up the past,
"How many more memories will you cut with your bloody knife?"
Although I'll never seem to ever let go,
don't say such a damn thing.

Loneliness has consumed my life.
Though I'm still not satisfied,
but now, but now, I'm positive
that I have been completely convinced.

Because changing this life seems like a damned sin.
I'll go on forever being just the same way.
But everyone around keeps changing,
why am I the only one that is different?

I look out at this beautifully hateful world
with my own, with my own two accursed, dark stained eyes.
A sad blue, a sad blue song I sing
while my all too real tears seem to fall just like raindrops.

But Ironically,
I still hate it all.
The life I had wish for seemed to be born 
somewhere else amongst all time and space.

I sing out this song filled with all my hatred
from within, from within my own black and icy throat.
A pitch black, a pitch black song I sing,
as the lyrics seem to come back at me, sharply piercing my dark soul.

I want run away, run away and just be free
from my own, from my own one and only body and life.
A blood red, a blood red song I cry out
My true self, that was cut by an accursed knife, disappears
into this world,
into this earth,
and all alone.

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This song is made by the amazing Koma'n. He also played an amazing piano cover for Just Be Friends by Dixie Flatline. 

The story here is about an aspiring boy (apparently, pianist) hating his life and ended up killing himself (and yes, people this is another depressing song... D= I'm sorry). He hated his past, and yet, he missed that past. 

All he wanted was just to be free from the pain. 

And thus, he opened the lips on his left wrist (cut his wrist with a knife and suicide) and freed himself. 

Such a sad song, yet brainwashing. 

Koma'n made a wonderful job. ><

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